This weekend was suppose to be my X’s weekend with the children. He refused to comply with the orders as they are written even after being lectured by the attorney representing my daughters. The result: visitation cancelled.
I made the decision to cancel Saturday’s visitation for non-compliance and gave him the chance to see the girls on Sunday. It’s such a simple order– email around ten am the day prior (24 hours notice) confirming in writing that he will exercise his rights to visitation. He has a Blackberry and he has internet on his phone. He also has Gmail. Last night I described it best: it’s like having a stand-off with a two-year old.
If you are having a stand-off with a two year old then there are resources available to help. There are parenting books and television shows like the Supernanny. When you are having a stand-off with a 37-year old man, it’s just plain frustrating. Like another single mommy who I admire recently said, “Actions = Consequences”.
The bottom line is this: his defiance caused him to miss time with his daughters. That is sad.
Saturday afternoon, the girls and I went to a New Year’s Eve celebration at our local Children’s Museum complete with a 12pm countdown, balloon drop and apple cider toast. We made party hats and noisemakers and had a great time. We went on with our day and that’s what we will continue to do —whether he chooses to participate in their lives or not.
This morning I was talking to the girls at breakfast about the new year and my aspirations– to have more joy in my heart and to live each day in gratitude. We talked about things we each hoped for and wanted to work on. My 6 year old daughter looked and me and said, “Do you know what I wish for but I don’t think it will happen? For Daddy to be nicer to you“. I didn’t know what to say– I just leaned over and gave her a hug.
There is no manual or script and there are no cue cards or Cliff Notes. Sometimes I don’t have the answers– just hugs.